Show me the meaning of being lonely!!

Today is Holi, festival of colors and everyone is enjoying. But I am sitting at my home writing this blog. This is what happens when you are terribly lonely, and when you are going through a bad phase in your life. These festivals are the worst days of the years for me. I don't have work to do. Friends would be out celebrating, so wont have anybody online to chat up with also. But I have to put these days to better use possibly. Study up for my different courses maybe. I have to channelize my energies towards two things I had thought about. Of late I have been slipping up on both the things. Need to get a hold over myself and work on those two things. And yes I need to be more regular with my posts just like I used to be last year!!